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Tuesday.
timings are right. (: THANKS MAZ!. yayy. muackzxxxxzz. -.-
was listening to ying liang's ipod just now. and grabbed a few songs. one of which i particularly felt an attachment to.
its tuesday and i can't belive im not going gelare. ): <>
silence as i sat in front of him thruout dinner the other day. and as i looked into his eyes, i saw a certain familiarity, yet blurness, and a very deep sadness. i felt like crying then. but instead; a smile and a change of topic to brush things aside. why am i running away from how i'm truly feeling? then feel sad and angry about yurself.
oh yea, life's a bitch.
'and so are you'
'smile because yu never know who's falling for it'.
Wish I told him how I feel,
Maybe he'd be here right now
but instead...
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me
Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
C* -- hey. know its been rather horrid for you these few days. hope you cheer up. you really shld go get an icecream. (: 'always look on the bright side of life'. ahs. whatever it is, you know you can look for me.
